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Gone To The Darkside For Good!!
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About Me Member DA Addict Milly-MillyFemale/New Zealand Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Years
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Why I'm Me..I will tell you a bit of my life shall I?   
Okay my life on the outside looks alright but truth be told it’s not, this revolves around my mother and myself, now my mother has never in my whole eighteen years hit me, but what she has done is well for me worse…   
 
My mother harms herself, she has gone to the hospital only once and that was for the recent self-inflicted third degree burn on her lower left leg but when she harms herself I’m the one who has to clean and dress it daily. The recent burn covers about half of her lower left leg, she went to hospital then got transferred to another hospital in Why I'm Me..
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DarknessHow do you save someone from their own darkness and demons?  When you can't even save yourself from your own darkness and demons?  Do you help them fight their dark forces while your's comsume you?  Or do you fight your dark forces and lets their's consume them?   
If their darkness and demons consume them,  Do you help them fight back against the darkness?  Or do you sit back and see if they can win on their own?  What if their darkness takes control?   
What if your own darkness consumes you?  Do you fight this darkness?  Or do you let it take control?  Do you think anyone wil Darkness
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What's the pointWhat’s the point in believing in someone?  Who doesn’t believe in themselves?  And when you do believe in them,  They repay you by tearing you down.   
What do you do?  Do you keep believing in them?  Do you keep letting yourself,  Being torn down?  Or do you let them sink?   
I do not know the answers,  But I know I will not let,  Myself be torn down,  By someone so cold.   
I will not hold their hand,  Nor will I believe when they say,  ‘I speak from the heart’  I will stand on the side.   
And let them sink,  I What's the point
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How would you feel?How would you feel?  If your mother said,  She didn’t love you anymore.   
Would you feel the hurt?  Or would you feel the anger?  It’s hard to understand isn’t it?   
I know how it feels,  And now I feel nothing but,  No love, no hurt or anger,  I am empty.   
Can something fill this void?  Can someone take this feeling away?  Or am I doomed,  To live with this feeling?   
People walk beside me,  They ask me how I feel,  To which I put my mask on,  And lie to them.   
I am left to decide,  If I want to go on, How would you feel?
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Long Time No See...

Tue Oct 20, 2009, 3:06 PM
Hey ya,

Well lets see what have i been up to you might ask, well i shall tell you.

.....SCHOOL!!!!!!
Yes school and essays and presentations and tests but thats what schools all about right:giggle:
The school holidays have been and gone so thats made me sad i liked sleeping in all week long but now its only on the weekends.

School has been fun why cause we really dont do much yet we still manage to learn something:giggle:

Well I better get going I'm on the computer in the classroom. How Bad:lmao:

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  • Mood: Obsessed
  • Listening to: I still believe-Jeremy Camp
  • Reading: Computer screen DUH!!!
  • Watching: Only things I can see
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: Your soul.....

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  • Current Residence: The nut house
  • Interests: drawing an writing
  • Favourite movie: Too many to list
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  • Favourite poet or writer: Walt Whitman
  • Favourite photographer: Tepara
  • Operating System: windows xp
  • Skin of choice: My own
  • Favourite game: Naruto ultimate Ninja 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: wateva i feel like
  • Favourite cartoon character: Kim,shego and DRAKKEN!!!!!
  • Personal Quote: Piss off I'm in no mood!!!
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~You-Were-Snarked Nov 16, 2009, 3:50:13 AM
Hey Milly, just checking up on you. I hope you've been doing well.

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*Rabbit: (to Eeyore) Well, if you're not going to cheer up, I have better things to do... gardening and cleaning and putting up curtains so Tigger can't see into my kitchen anymore. Good-bye.
*Piglet: I think Rabbit's a little cross
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~Milly-Milly Nov 16, 2009, 3:54:27 AM
Hey ya Buddy:glomp: things for me have been up and down lately mostly down after todays news but i'm fine.What bout you, how you been?

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I'm in no mood to smile...But that doesnt mean I can't fake a smile.
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~Milly-Milly Oct 24, 2009, 6:25:37 PM
No Worries:)

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I'm in no mood to smile...But that doesnt mean I can't fake a smile.
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~Jyuami Oct 19, 2009, 8:45:43 PM
hey milly!
:hug:
how goes life? haven't talked with you for a while, so I hope things are good on your end. :hug:

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I procrastinate at everything, so don't be mad if I put off replying to you too. [ º v º ]
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~Milly-Milly Oct 19, 2009, 11:06:44 PM
Hey ya Buddy!!

Yea its been a while:giggle: as for life,hasn't changed still going to school and eating my lunch:giggle:.

Howz life been for you buddy??:glomp: I hope things a good with you.

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I'm in no mood to smile...But that doesnt mean I can't fake a smile.
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~Jyuami Oct 29, 2009, 5:51:35 PM
:highfive:
yo!
lol, well glad to see all's normal for you. ;) :hug:
as for me, it's the same. =D too bad for me, i can only eat half my lunch. lol.

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I procrastinate at everything, so don't be mad if I put off replying to you too. [ º v º ]
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~Milly-Milly Oct 29, 2009, 11:04:08 PM
now you see thats where your lucky, i'm always on the schools computers working on essay's and power point presentations. mind you i always make time for my Green Tea*goes off into my dream world*opps sorry:giggle::glomp::hug:

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I'm in no mood to smile...But that doesnt mean I can't fake a smile.
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~Jyuami Oct 30, 2009, 3:29:49 PM
lol :tighthug:
ah. power point presentations....i'm rather horrible at those. ^^; but hey if the school lets you use their comps then that's all the better! XD i only go to school to attend my classes, so i'd rather not be stuck in their computer labs if i can help it. but for the most part, if i don't do my homework at school, i usually don't do it. hehehe...^^;

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I procrastinate at everything, so don't be mad if I put off replying to you too. [ º v º ]
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